Finally have a (brief) hour to myself to write, so here goes.
I’m back in the thick of school, syllabi, papers, and the ups&downs living with three other people. Being back in the bluff environment has been both familiar and unnerving, in a weird way. It’s a change, going from total solitude at home to constantly being surrounded, hearing comments, feeding different ideas. But, I digress.. I’m blessed. The constantly-on-edge, busy feeling keeps me from overthinking my life away or hardly thinking at all. Besides, I like being busy, working, having a to-do-list for the day. It gives me a sense of accomplishment and makes me feel like my work is contributing to the world. In some way, at least.
On another note, this past weekend has left me so inspired and satisfied with my social circle. Yes, MY very teeny tiny social circle. It may look otherwise but I am really happy I’ve found myself this crazy, weird, amazing group of individuals I can honestly call my family. I can be myself around them, & tell them even my saddest stories (which I did, this weekend! pG). We may have our ups & downs, not everyone knows everyone, and sure people talk, but at the end of the day we love each other. Weirdness, drunkenness & all. I’m honestly comfortable with (about 95% of) them, and that’s more than enough for me. Thank you, IB.
Hopefully I’ll find more time to update thisss, for real. I’m getting pretty confident with my routines/resolutions lately, and I’m ADAMANT about sticking to ’em, purely for my own satisfaction. As if anyone even reads this hah.